self-control

I am so sad that I have lost my self-control for months...
I know what, how, and why I have to work hard but it's just my laziness that keeps me away from all the work that I have to do.

Now that I have realized that I am not doing work, I could start studying now!
However, my stupidity drags me into the meaningless TV shows, videos and procrastination again..

There is nothing to blame on anymore. I should start working NOW.